God bless

Woke up this morning and saw my dog cookies's left eye got serious,it's turning into gel-like eyeball,and only half-opened.I was so scare,and immediately brought her to vet after giving her a bath.The doctor told me that there's something growing between the cornea and lens,and that's nothing he can do to cure it,after a few months,her eyeball will turn white which means she will be half-blinded,it's their genetic matter.My heart broke when this sentence flew into my ears,couldn't really accept it,but i've promised i'm not giving her up,no matter what bad things happen.

I almost cry out,my aunt told me that her dog died few weeks after it got blind,and my friend told me some similar cases too.

Then,i brought her to another vet as my friend told me to,after the doctor examined cookies,he told me that she just got local infection,which means it infects from the outside,not from the inside that cause by some diseases,he explained quite a lot of things to us,30 years experienced doctor,thanks to him as i got relief.He gave me a bottle of medicine and he put on some "homemade" cream on cookies's eyes.Now,her left eye is widely opened,but it's still gel-like.
Thank god,she can't just leave me like that!!

Try to think back,the first vet i went is so suckz,if i listened to him,cookies probably get blind after a few months,or maybe it infect other parts of her body.

I've changed a lot because of cookies,my mom is trying to give her away to others after i go to KL.Started worry,started get mad,started yelling at anyone else,and started showing my bad temper.I'm trying to protect cookies though,she is not really welcomed at home.Sorry to shirley that i've said something stupid as she was joking on my dog's name,i felt that i'm quite sensitive nowadays,once there's someone says something bad about cookies,i will go out of control.

I'm trying to accompany her,and please her before i'm leaving to KL,hope that she will not forget about me.

Sorry to everybody that i was mad on...i love you guys...